MADE ME MERCILESS. After years of trying and suffering three miscarriages, I finally became pregnant. The pregnancy went perfectly, but during delivery, I lost consciousness and woke up next to my baby. My husband Tim wept with joy. Two days later, while waiting for the nurse, I noticed documents with my last name. I found out the choice was made to save the baby over me. My heart broke. I love my child, but I needed answers. Then I overheard Tim say, “What else do you want? Yes, she survived, a